confessions poem

mother dearest of mine,



i admit i haven't been the best
daughter in the world.
and i may have stayed out
passed curfew
or have snuck out
and wasn't caught
but you never said a word
just sat there in silence
always ignoring the fact that
i may have needed your help
for anything.


you sit there and yell at me
for stupid things that know one
really cares about,
you don't let me out of the house
because i have to take care
of my sister and clean the house
and even cook the meals
you don't let me have a life
when i am at your house.
but at least i clean up after my self
unlike my sister, who you do
nothing about and love sooo much.

i thought my dad was bad
since me and him did not
get alone,
we couldn't even sit
in the same room for more than
an hour together without fighting.
but at this point i like my father more.

i feel i can open up to him,
we have a bond, and tell
each other anything, know matter how
had or scary it may be at first
but right now he has my back
more than you do.
and he sticks his neck out
on the line to do things for me
and to make them right.
especially if he feels he did
something wrong
and your the one that told me
i could go to you for anything
no matter what it was
yup i see that now
anything right?
you have a great way
of showing that one

what do you do really do?
nothing, not really,
you sit there
and yell at me,
threaten to hit me,
kick me out and when i have
know where to go and no job.
yup i cannot honestly say i love you too....
what mother kicks there daughter out
and they not have somewhere to go
or care what happens to them?

i can tell you who dont
and that would be my mom
but at least i have a few that do
my dad, fiancee Roy
and friends Chris Katherine
Renee Emilee Brittany and Lexy.

so i guess this is goodbye mother dearest.....